A bear in stone.
She told me, "People who cuss can't think of nothing smarter to say."
Then she gave me a cookie. I had lost my lunch. It tasted old.
She lived in that closet. She slept in it, she didn't bathe in it
She dragged around the carelessness and lack of consideration
Of the entire community behind her, tipped towards her
On two wheels that squeeked and fought to be free.
She was gone, but I had forgotten to thank her first.
So I went back out there, and I cussed
Because I couldn't think of nothing smarter to say.
Her nose was hooked, and her hair was straight.
Her skin was wrinkly, like a shirt when you need it
to not be wrinkly.
She kept relocating me, putting me in a different place,
I was told to face corners, as if the wall was less interesting
She was not more interesting than the wall
It was always my fault, I guess my lips could speak without movement
I guess my shoulder launched itself into the fingers of another, tap tap
I guess my ear threw a lasso into the throats of the others, and pulled out whispers
Then I was scared. I was scared because there wasn't
Anyone else out there but I was still out there in the grass
Waiting to be saved, to be taken back home
So I tugged on his belt, because I was short and could not reach
A face rose out of a shoulder like the sun, irritated
He said my time would come, not to be impatient
So I waited, and I was scared now to ask again
Because the sun hadn't been very warming that day
There was a bear in stone, but it didn't keep my company.
Then she gave me a cookie. I had lost my lunch. It tasted old.
She lived in that closet. She slept in it, she didn't bathe in it
She dragged around the carelessness and lack of consideration
Of the entire community behind her, tipped towards her
On two wheels that squeeked and fought to be free.
She was gone, but I had forgotten to thank her first.
So I went back out there, and I cussed
Because I couldn't think of nothing smarter to say.
Her nose was hooked, and her hair was straight.
Her skin was wrinkly, like a shirt when you need it
to not be wrinkly.
She kept relocating me, putting me in a different place,
I was told to face corners, as if the wall was less interesting
She was not more interesting than the wall
It was always my fault, I guess my lips could speak without movement
I guess my shoulder launched itself into the fingers of another, tap tap
I guess my ear threw a lasso into the throats of the others, and pulled out whispers
Then I was scared. I was scared because there wasn't
Anyone else out there but I was still out there in the grass
Waiting to be saved, to be taken back home
So I tugged on his belt, because I was short and could not reach
A face rose out of a shoulder like the sun, irritated
He said my time would come, not to be impatient
So I waited, and I was scared now to ask again
Because the sun hadn't been very warming that day
There was a bear in stone, but it didn't keep my company.

1 Comments:
I think of all the poems on here I like this one the LEASt. it SUCKS. But it was fun to write. I was having random memory flashes from elementary school, first grade. The first section is about the custodian. The second section is about my teacher. The third is about my principle, and me waiting to get picked up after school. It's not too interesting to and describe the events pictures here, but it was fun for me to write about these extremely random and unimportant memories. Amazing what the mind chooses to hold onto, huh?
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